I wanna find what I have lost And ain't it my right To follow my soul? To find these broken threads Of what we were And grip them real tight Pull them into the light To prove it's all worthwhile But who am I to make you decide? In the arms of those we love We found a deep salvation But somethings are never right I'm waiting for spark to light up I'm looking for a hope to cling to In your eyes I know a lie But this it ain't that It's real, it's a fact I've turned back from the void Wish I could find a way To show you what I see ahead And I know this ain't fair And I know you were there through hardest times When all I saw was darkness and fear And I felt the end near When despite your pain you stayed here And held me close when nothing was clear I'm waiting for spark to light up I'm looking for a hope to cling to In your eyes I know a lie But this it ain't that It's real, it's a fact I've turned back from the void Was it just misunderstanding? Did I drag kicking screaming Into a life that broke you, beat you All out of shape Into someone you hate That you can't be again And I know There's other worlds There's other lives We could be living in But could we feel again The way we felt When it was good In the brilliance of the night? Waiting for spark to light up Looking for a hope to cling to In your eyes I know a lie But this it ain't that It's real, it's a fact I've turned back from the void Was it just misunderstanding? Did I drag kicking screaming Into a life that broke you and beat you All out of shape Into someone you hate That you can't be again Waiting for spark to light up Looking for a hope to cling to In your eyes I know a lie But this it ain't that It's real, it's a fact I've turned back from the void Yeah yeah yeah yeah Was it just misunderstanding? Did I drag kicking screaming Into a life that broke you and beat you All out of shape Into someone you hate That you can't be again Yeah yeah yeah