I can't see you; I close my eyes Memory of your smile is fading A nameless fear consumes my mind Lack of words and my own understanding I don't feel sadness nor regret I would have not wanted it any other way I watch you disappear Hope you know that I would give it all But can see your fading light Hear the voices screaming out Demanding echoes from yesterday I am so mesmerized By the demons of my own design I'm ready to join the shadows dance Cold is your bare skin under my hand So distant and obscure I see the shape of you Burn down the memories That we had to lose But I will not forget Never the shape of you Silent is my cry Like echoes in the night Can't turn it away Rewind, rewrite everything, every time I did my time, still stuck in this fight Can't make it go away It will begin all over from the start Tonight I will try To remember my life Can't see through the mist It must be found at the other side Fragments of my mind Past my face I'll hide Can't get my rest I'm so scared in my bed all the time