I spent hours in your taillights on the highways in your mind in the places 
That you showed us where you singled me out you said sister please forgive me 
I can't give you anymore you've had twenty years to blame me you know all there is to know 
I didn't want to hear him I turned around too slow I caught my brother smiling 
And this is what he said I've grovelled long enough now I've burdened myself dead 
And that's why I'm ahead someday all this will be mine and the killer fields 
The landmines that had scared me all these years they could scarcely hide your failure 
And this brilliant emptiness someday all this will be mine so keep your blank addiction 
For all the places all the times when you can't find connection again 
Someday all this will be mine