Most of my fear is sittin right here with you, for the rest of my life All of this pain, all this came from the games That the mommas and daddies played and abused So I'm trying to get away, try to break free from the twenty first century Slaveship drama mmmm And the beautiful dreams it seems has died to a bitter scene I'm eating cold macaroni for dinner I'm a lifelong sinner Amen, Amen Amen, Amen I can feel that change coming Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're really dancing Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're taking chances Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're really dancing Bitch eat my cancer Most of my guilt and all of my tears flow like a river 'Cause I failed and I couldn't deliver That's when I started to shiver I said fuck the whole world I'm a little girl I'm a little girl, I'm a big black dog, I'm a killer I'm all over the place I'm trying to rehabilitate From the self hate from the self-rape I forgive you mother (ohh life) Lord, I'm down on my knees praying I feel the shame For all the things I've done wrong (ohhh!) Amen, Amen Amen, Amen I can feel that change coming I still feel that change coming Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're really dancing Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're taking chances Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're really dancing Bitch eat my cancer Amen, Amen Amen, Amen I can feel that change coming Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're really dancing Bitch eat my cancer then I know we're taking chances