I stand on the edge of life Staring down Into a sea of despair Why did I even seem To really care? Reflecting on my life And what it once was Recalling the glory The peace, the joy, the love [Chorus:] Was it all but a lie? A promise of better times... A gleam of hope For my soul? Or the loss of all control? All alone And left in thought A battle that was never fought In a world so unkind As I slowly lose my mind... A vision of me Left without a cause A sad display And must be wrong But continues to show My life's defeat Giving way To this fucking misery Sending me Into a fit of rage Bringing upon The end of days Killing me slow Until it takes my life Arteries cut with the blade Of my knife [Repeat Chorus] The anger That it makes me feel Invokes a pain So surreal Now that I've lost it all Into emptiness I fall