Waking on a whiskey haze Sleeping, we can fuck both ways Hope I didn't call you late Remember, now you run away How I'd get home? Where's the damn phone? Turn onto my side, I'm straight Wallet's by the bed, I'm safe Stop the fuckin' world, I'm flayed What a fuckin' mess I've made Nights that sabotage my days Maybe that's the way I'm made A Jeep that never had no brakes, no Can't make it to the bed till the weight's gone Praying I'm a man when I wake up When I wake up Pretending nothing's wrong Pretending nothing's wrong When all the time your pain goes on Vocal at the bathroom, wait Swore I wouldn't wake up late Slip into the past, it's faith Fingers in my throat, fish bait And that's the eggs gone And that's the legs gone Forehead on the floor, I'm straight Face against the tiles, I'm saved Stop the fuckin' world, I'm flayed What a fuckin' mess I've made What a fuckin' mess I've made Pretending nothing's wrong Pretending nothing's wrong When all the time your pain goes on Don't look now but your loneliness is showing It's in your face, girl, the heartaches are glowing