I've been watching all the weeds grow through the cracks of the concrete
Been analyzing every conversation I had last week
And familiar faces fill space in places that I dread to be
So I'm counting down the minutes on the clock till it's time to leave
I've been watching all my weekends drift away without a worry
Cause I'm too strung out to realize that tomorrow's
Monday morning
And I'll spend every waking hour picking pedals off dead flowers
Contemplating cleaning up the mess
Or not thinking about her
And I'll turn the lights off around midnight
And fall asleep to the sound of how it used to be
I don't remember what it was like
All I recall are faded scenes of fonder memories
And I, I wonder if you know I've been waiting on you
But I don't think you'll show
And there's not much left to say or do
I've been waking up uneasy draining out all of my dopamine
Burning up my retinas reading too far into what folks think of me
And there's a whole inside my ego it gets filled up by fake people
Constant lying to my face I don't know why I still believe though
And I'll turn the lights off around midnight
And fall asleep to the sound of how it used to be
I don't remember what it was like
All I recall are faded scenes of founder memories
And I wonder if you know I've been waiting on you
But I don't think you'll show
And there's not much left to say or do
