Sunday morning, and I'm wasted Had too much to drink again Preacher's saying, "God will save me" If God is real, he's a fucking bitch Tell my baby that I love her But right now mama's gotta go I didn't ask to be this crazy But since we're here, I'll give them a show Always run from the best of them But I'll fall for a piece of shit Half-cocked 'cause he's not a big boy And I don't wanna know that half of him If you try to hurt me, I won't stop you But there's something you should know It's that my daddy's fucking crazy And always ready to blow The first boy I ever loved Was a brother I never had I thought with him maybe I'd make it Maybe it'd be half as bad Spend my nights under the covers Just wishing he was there Drew his portrait in my diary Just to hold when I got scared Now I'm fucked up and I'm nasty But they say I make it look good I don't do what my mama told me I just do what my mama would I don't starve 'cause I hate my body I just starve 'cause I'm fucking broke And on my mama, I hate this country America is a fucking joke What's gonna scare me when I've seen it all? Been too sick to walk, so I had to crawl When you leave, turn off the light I leave my door open at night To be strung out and still be stone cold To reach the end but never close to home I don't feel good, but I don't wanna cry If I can't live, can I just fucking die?