I see them coming at me all the time, 
Lashing out, killing me over and over again. 
And I laugh for I enjoy all the deaths that I receive, 
The pain and destruction of my flesh, 
Killing me over and over again. 

The blackness still comes, forever killing me. 
I rock back and forth, staring through. 
The blackness which slices through, 
My scarred and dead flesh, yet still I die as I see my skin shred. 

Dead again and still I stare at the blackness which is still there. 
Have they not yet reached the core, of my flesh so battered and torn? 
Maybe I have no core, maybe inside there's nothing. 
If so what do I die for? 

Staring, watching, willing, killing, 
Seeing, dreaming, screaming, screaming, 
Killing, killing, killing, killing: 
Willing, filling what wasn't there, emptiness my despair. 

Stuck, unable to move off my chair, 
Rocking back and forth, with no eyes, yet still I stare. 
At the blackness which is always there. 

[Lyrics - Greg. 2/1993]