Take note of situations I know just who you are Mind filled with trepidation You think that's so bizarre You try your best to fix it, I know that I'm wrong I tell you everything is stable and my bodies feeling strong But it's not You out of my way but I can not Find a way to change the things I do Waist deep in cold water I try my hardest to stand Falling on my knees wasn't planned Get anything you want Your wish is my command For me to die Take me to the holy land with you And I'm sorry I don't care what you've been through Neilaworld