Ooh, oh. Ooh, ooh. (Wow!) Not gon' lie, you been on my mind Guilty pleasure baby, I want you to waste my time I'm sippin' liquor, I hope that it wipe my mind Reassure me baby, tell me it'll all be fine But it's not I know what you want Always not I know what you, uh I feel like I'm fucking going crazy I grabbed his [?] in my pain It's not real bitch, I create it Constantly fucking myself over Asking people if they hate me It's the people that support me To my face they gon' berate me And I'm sorry that I constantly throw shit at you Music the only way I cope from the mental abuse That I do to myself [?] is harder when you're in hell Not gon' lie, you been on my mind Guilty pleasure baby, I want you to waste my time I'm sippin' liquor, I hope that it wipe my mind Reassure me baby, tell me it'll all be fine But it's not I know what you want Always not I know what you, uh Fuck it, stay low Moving still Care bout y'all more than myself Gotta focus on my health DOA baby, I never lose it You want something? Then you gotta go do it Talk to me, bitch I've been through it 2020, we gon all go stupid Sometimes it's so hard to fucking try I hold back tears cause I won't cry Try to protect yourself from lies Sometimes the truth hides in disguise But that's life Angels hide inside plain sight Don't be afraid to die Never question why Not gon' lie, you been on my mind Guilty pleasure baby, I want you to waste my time I'm sippin' liquor, I hope that it wipe my mind Reassure me baby, tell me it'll all be fine But it's not I know what you want Always not I know what you, uh