You say I do this shit on purpose And I ain't have to pay for my dream with yo tears 'cause it ain't worth it And I ain't had to cut off a single fuckin' person And I ain't had to go ahead and be this fuckin' burden 'Cause if I stayed inside a office that'd be all you'd ever wanted Just knowin' I had safety 'cause those people all got it To be honest That life has the same amount of problems Not to mention I'm just worth more than workin' for a boss and that's the truth 'Cause I been shiftin' paradigms since a fuckin' youth And I been slavin' on my shit while they was skippin' school I swear they goals switch up more times than they mood I'm sorry that it's selfish but its what I gotta do And these days all the pressure takin' hold of me Jaw clenched lookin' like I'm Morissey Knowin' there be more to me but some how I be mortified Writin' all my wrongs so I'm always havin' more to write I know You're not alone Alone Alone I know what it takes I know what it takes, to be ok To be ok I know what it takes I know what it takes, to be ok (To be ok) Lately I be lone asking what's this all for Winter time they be baggin' hoes like it's a Jan sport I could act my age and maybe go and just relax more But it be fuckin' dumb to question everything I asked for And now we finally gon' do this shit big And I can't have no girl go blame it on the way that I live Maybe 'cause I'm isolated this one stuck in my head She ain't no thot but it could be just how the memory is I still remember the hips And I ain't mean to waste time reminiscin' and shit But this is all that I get 'Cause we the best fuckin' thing that ain't come to exist That shit was corny but it had to be said yea she my brown hair blue eyed chick And she one I ain't know I'd get Fuck the punch lines she be why I broke my fist From punchin' walls and shit 'Cause that regrets a bitch And we not talkin' so I guess I'll go and tell her with this She got Somethin' I don't need That's jealousy That's jealousy And she got Somethin' I don't need That's jealousy That's jealousy