Fears fade into uncomfortable realities Endless processes leave me chewing my finger Grinding my teeth Insecure and delusional Revisiting reopening old wound Immersed in reflection Resisting neutrality Motion paralyzed I'm losing it all There is no certainty in that which We can never come to know An assumption a delusion This lack of sleep weigh on me There is no certainty in that which We can never come to know An assumption a delusion This lack of sleep weigh on me One for those whose eyes will never close And through my total desperation And through my total desperation I screamed into the dark night Thought I know my word will never reach you I'd give anything to try To begin again To begin again (Mirror illusion of my fantasies Those which once only awoke in daydream Take breath and thrive within my flash All inhibition disappears with the sunset) Like lead in my lung I'm burning the wick of the candle from both ends Isn't it obvious blow the flame out Like lead in my fate I'm burning the wick of the candle from both ends Isn't it obvious blow the flame out