Please make it stop, make it go away, the sleepless nights and lonely heartaches
The chaos of not being in control is slowly chipping away at my soul
Being forced to pick and choose our roles is a scam and curse we cast, I know
But why do we still follow those who made us pick and choose those roles?
It's not real
We're only human, we make mistakes, but what if they put our lives at stake?
Our ancestors, the misbehaved, were chained and locked away in caves
But with those who were different, they did the same, and now I'm left wondering who's to blame
This ain't fun for me anymore
I'm not joking anymore
I killed me the other night
Wait, please, but the noose was tight
Kissed her cheek and said goodbye
I killed me the other
It's not real
I killed me the other night
Wrapped her candy-coated lies
Felt her leave and take her light
I killed me the other
It's not real
It's not real
It's not real
It's not, it's not, it's not
All I've wanted never mattered, matter never really mattered
The things I've loved and cared about, the times I've cried and screamed and shouted
It's all, "Don't quit", there's no way out, my nerves are split and full of doubt
We're all pointless, it's all pointless, everything always has an end
Why can't, just once, logic bend?
It's not real
Do your homework, go to school, am I just gonna be a useful tool?
Sit still, calm down, have some tea, talk it out, no
I won't sit idly by while no one else cares for the end of all time
This ain't fun for me anymore
I'm not joking anymore
I killed me the other night
Wait, please, but the noose was tight
Kissed her cheek and said goodbye
I killed me the other
It's not real
I killed me the other night
Wrapped her candy-coated lies
Felt her leave and take her light
I killed me the other
It's not real
It's not real
It's not real
It's not, it's not, it's not
Meditate, expand your mind, where will we go when we die?
Be a tree, be a god, be an angel, fly above
A tree, a bee, a sea, a snake, candle on a birthday cake
Will I be me in a hundred years? Repeat on these deafened ears
It's not real
It's not real
It's not real
It's not
It's not, it's not
