When you're talking, I'm staring through thin air to nothing When I wake up, I'm crawling right back in the covers Maybe I'm scared of building up 'cause I won't jump in You know I try, but I just don't think I can trust it And part of me wants to stop But this just ain't good enough A generalized state of nothing to lose But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do? And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, yeah 'Cause, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do? Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move I'm just tryna get LA in two, but don't wanna go without you And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah 'Cause, what if I, what if I, what if I do? Do ya, do you wanna talk about it? Shut up, maybe we just gotta dip right now We can cut the ties that keep us tied down to this place If only we could follow through the overzealous things they do in movies But if I'd stayed home I'll kiss you through the phone, on facetime I know that we both feel stuck I won't let us fuck this up A generalized state of nothing to lose But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do? And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, yeah 'Cause, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do? Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move I'm just tryna get LA in two, but don't wanna go without you And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah 'Cause, what if I, what if I, what if I do? Tell me to give it up 'Cause, when does this even stop? Can't tell what feels right or wrong I can't leave here if you won't go A generalized state of nothin' to lose But what if I, what if I, what if I do? I'm terrified that I'll never choose, now Yeah, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do? Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm makin' my move I'm just tryna get LA in two, but don't wanna go without you I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah 'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?