Changes will continue, but I'll never give in to The woman that you've assumed me to be Thought that I had seen you Could feel me beneath you Beneath a distant longing To arrive There'll be no more waiting No sorrowful blaming I'm sitting right where I've wanted to be I am and I am not These petals pressed into These pages unnumbered I am and I am not But then I remember And when I remember It seems that I become more of what I remember Which is not necessarily insanely related Or jaded or tainted by bleak memory In fact I'm enjoying The lifting of morning These petals intended for giving release