Million dollar nigga thugging I can't stop the spinning Whole life been restless Spent my adolescence politicking Blood on my hands, DOA First time I shot a nigga They locked you up your bitch gon move like she don't got a nigga They love me now but wasn't there when I ain't have it Felt like you just was hearing now you gone I don't know what happened You need me I be there don't got to hesitate to ask it Couldn't call you in the pen. Don't ask me why I ain't been tapped in Lost my bro it fucked me up been off the opiates Broke my heart I lost my brother Nick bro you was supposed to live Mariposa we've been posted at the store since kids Over killed him over what he did, Gales I know I'm sick Passive aggressive I've been hurt Gales don't blame me Caught a B I loved it ain't traumatized me or changed me How I'm supposed to show the ones I love a vision that they can't see Came and took my bro got me asking why they ain't take me Riding strikers through their shit the funk ain't never over GBG got to get that back in blood to get closure Bitch fucked an opp ain't get revenge he started balling on her Talked to brother last time in jail I wish the call was longer Smile on my face but the love fade, Hope I can leave this gangster shit behind me one day For real, Get that location we gon' come today Ay Million dollar nigga thugginm I can't stop the spinning Whole life been restless Spent my adolescence politicking Blood on my hands, DOA First time I shot a nigga They locked you up your bitch g'on move like she don't got a nigga They love me now but wasn't there when I ain't have it Felt like you just was hearing now you gone I don't know what happened You need me I be there don't got to hesitate to ask it Couldn't call you in the pen. Don't ask me why I ain't been tapped in