Lately I've been making friends with the voices in my head
But I'm afraid if I listen too long they might start making sense
Maybe I should get some help, or I could medicate myself
But I'm afraid if I get fixed then there might be nothing left
Am I gone too far?
Did I fall too hard?
Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore?
Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie?
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just fake another smile and say I'm fine
I'm fine
No really I'm fine
I swear I'm fine
No really I'm fine
If I'm honest I get nervous that my act is getting old
I'm like a freak show in the circus, I've only got one trick to show
Spinning like a broken clock, grind until the gears stop
I've been waking up an hour before my alarm goes off
Am I gone too far?
Did I fall too hard?
Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore?
Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie?
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just fake another smile and say I'm fine
I'm fine
No really I'm fine
I swear I'm fine
No really I'm fine
Another day in paradise
Slugging at that nine to five
Working hard or hardly working
Mondays, am I right?
How's the weather?
Never better
Did you catch the game last night?
I think I'd rather die
Am I gone too far?
Did I fall too hard?
Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore?
Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie?
If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just say I'm doing fine
No really I mean it I'm doing so good
I've got my little job and my little apartment
And I used to have a cat but that isn't allowed anymore, so I had to get rid of it
But that's ok cause I actually have a great view from my window
I can see the entire parking lot all the way up the curb, the views are great
How are you?
