My love felt like a military exercise Completely void of all surprise Pull me from the wreckage My heart was a run down courthouse, no mercy and no pardons A home with no garden, a bottle with no message I want to be free, I want to ride through lightning I want to be there when the water's rising I want to let go of all the ghosts I'm fighting I want to be free, not afraid to die Sometimes my soul can feel so untethered Blowing around in the fair weather, a well with no spring When I feel the weight of time in the distance I give up all resistance and close my eyes while I sing I want to be free, I want to ride through lightning I want to be there when the water's rising I want to let go of all the ghosts I'm fighting I want to be free, not afraid to die I want to be free, see a new horizon I want to be there when the Jordan's rising I want to let go of the all ghosts I'm fighting I want to be free, not afraid to die I want to be free, not afraid to die