Couldn't seem to find a way Hoping for a yesterday Maybe it'll come in time Wouldn't want it anyway Got it from the words you say Crinkled all the way from my spine From my spine I try to keep up with the words They're coming out of my mind I say it not because I meant it but because it's a lie You think your feelings show but that's 'cause yours are on the line This time You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it I'm holding back all the way But trust me it's no mistake I wanna see how long it takes Before I see myself break To me it's nothing, it's just something to get out of the way Just wanted something to say Just wanted something to say I see the mirror every day but I just don't see my face I think it has to do with something that's inside of my brain It's kind of funny how my habits seem to give it away Just wanted something to say Just wanted something to say Just something Just something Come back to me when I'm honest Come back when I think of nothing Just something Just something You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it You wouldn't get it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it, wanna dead it Couldn't seem to find a way Hoping for a yesterday Maybe it'll come in time Wouldn't want it anyway Got it from the words you say Crinkled all the way from my spine