I bury all my secrets deep I scream out loud when I'm asleep I smash the mirror more than twice I have no problem telling lies I drowned a bird when I was eight I have a hard time telling love from hate The list is long, my temper short I don't know what I'm looking for I wanna know the shape I'm in The shape I'm in I wanna know before I'm out here, I'm out here I trembled when I heard his voice And still it sounds the loudest noise It shakes me till I can't stand up I tend to drink until I drop And just like him I've roamed these streets I'm trying hard to tame the beast I did not blood for a hundred years I swear I'll make it disappear I want you to know the shape I'm in The shape I'm in I want you to know before you're out here, you're out here I want you to know I found a bird out on the street With broken wings, it would not eat I passed it up and took it home I would not leave that bird alone Now I opened up the windows wide Until one day it flew outside And it sang a song I never know I hope someday I'll sing my own I want you to know I wanna know I want you to know I wanna know I want you to know