I feel a sadness so familiar I can't begin to climb out The happiness I began to feel Is shreds of smiles filled with doubt Walk my road Drown my sorrows In pointless media My affection is borrowed From emotionless touch Yeah, what will I become When my heavy heart leaves me oh Left alone with everything that I could be If the melancholy brought on by the rain Could leave me now and never come back again Who will I be left with Who will I be left with I can't begin to tell you how sick I am waiting for the end of this The waves of depression It ebbs and flows Like an ocean, what do I believe Without my confidence I know my joy is in the now But time becomes my biggest enemy Is this the process of healing? Yeah, what will I become When my heavy heart leaves me oh Left alone with everything that I could be If the melancholy brought on by the rain Could leave me now and never come back again Who will I be left with Who will I be left with Who will I be left with No No Where can I begin How can I begin again I'll find myself Put it back together I'll get better Yeah, what will I become Yeah, what will I become Yeah, what will I become When my heavy heart leaves me oh Left alone with everything that I could be If the melancholy brought on by the rain Could leave me now and never come back again Who will I be left with