I wrote him a letter I cried in the bath I called my mother And lay in the dark I took down the pictures And I taught myself to breathe And I hear he's doing just fine Without me I catch the daydreams Before hope settles in I welcome the waves because I know I won't win Oh I'd never wish this feeling On anyone, but see I hear he's doing just fine Perhaps the problem lies in The double load I bear I ripped myself apart and you Just stood there I'm counting the mornings I wait to feel well I might not feel as bad But I can't really tell And I know that I'll be okay But it's pretty far from a breeze And I hear he's doing just fine It's breaking me that he isn't mine But at least he's doing just fine Without me Mhmm, mhmm At least he's doing just fine Without me