Speaking from the other side of the playing field 'Bout to make this shit look like I got a label deal Flipping tables on all my doubters that's placing bets Come on you ain't believe in the boy say it with your chest Tried to break my spirit but they ain't come correct Been in the streets before that cat bus was double deck Before my granny died I tried to make that banner fly I failed I put up my account and I had nothing left The pain of losing someone you love boy that's something else Damn, I just learned to cope but I don't think I've healed A broke mindset think that money make you struggle less Lost everyone I thought loved me but the love wasn't real I had to stop acting average and re-imagine this They try to sabotage you when they can't establish this I ain't start this real shit I'm just an advocate They try to take advantage of me being too passionate See that's where y'all fucked up Cause at some point you got to tell yourself enough is enough Don't trip life going to make you toughen up 'Cause at some point you got to tell yourself ain't no fucking this up So we going to feast and I'm the meal ticket I'm not sure I'm matured enough to forgive niggas They leave you out to hang and dry when they can't deal with you But when you do this over a decade and they still get you How you think I feel for real I broke the barriers They don't never reach out to me I'm like what's scaring you They dropping albums but they don't think about including me Without the proper help I think I maneuver beautifully They tell me don't even worry about it sign this dotted line Not many can say they living in they truth, truthfully I tell them "no" cuz having Integrity don't cost the dime It ain't what I can do for you it's what can you do for me Devotions that we put in place don't come with [?] Now that my granny got Wings she right beside me So excuse me in advance if I'm feisty But when them tables turn talk to me nicely When them table turn talk to me nicely 'Cause it's going to for sure happen And you going to be on the other side