How much do I need to find happiness 
Will i find it in this or will i die trying 
I tried 
I lied 
I tried 
I died 
It only goes so far 
Only lasts so long 
How much do i need to be nothing 
Drown my thoughts 
Drown in my material needs 
Drown in my ego 
Drown in me 
Drown in my love 
Drown in my hate 
In my emotions 
Forget me 
Forget it all 
Drown in me 
Forget it all 
Drown in me 
Forget me 
Forget it all 
Drown in me 
How can it be.