here I am talking ´bout discoveries 
emptyness, how silly everything can be 
my words are strong 
my acts are weak 
the truth is different 

I wanted all 
now I am standing here, don´t give a damn 
I am lost in my past, in reality 
it drones in my head ? a weird tone 
it sounds like 

I didn´t lose 
I think there must be more 
I think there must be more 
but I don´t wanna wait 
but I don´t wanna 
but I don´t wanna wait 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

here I am hiding my head in sand 
here I am swearing I am innocent 
don´t wanna crawl, don´t wanna sink 
all on my own 

I wanted all 
but it´s hard to believe 
I will stand on the top of the world 
and smile down 

who will tell me where it is at all 
who will tell me how to get there 
´cause I don´t wanna wait 
I don´t wanna 
I don´t wanna 
I don´t wanna wait 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

I wanted all 
but it´s hard to believe 
I will stand on the top of the world 
´cause I don´t wanna wait 
I don´t wanna wait 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me 
Not a chance to show my capability 
I´m mad, i´m mad, I´m mad 

The fucking Fortune is not 
The fucking Fortune is not 
The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me