Screaming I'm falling deeper into depression 
Four walls around me. Oh, what have I done? 

Even asleep I cannot know if I'm awake 
This is what it feels like to lose control 

Deny me. Another nail to pierce my skin with blame 
I feel shame for the sin I know I can't make up 

No more reasons to live and breathe 
This what it takes to reach the end 

I know my life is getting harder day by day 
Now I don't know what to do or what to say 

I have been counting down my days but I see no release 
I cannot save me from myself as you will see 

Through difficulties to defeat 
...That's the way the wind blows down here 

Through difficulties to defeat 
...Tears are just a waste of good suffering