Once I was playing God
Crowned with deception and lunacy
Deception and lunacy
I used to measure the heavens
Although my soul was from hell
Now i dare not to look at myself
For me there is no cure
For me there is no impure
I twist the truth into something so obscure
Far from profound and pure
It's true that love can change us
But never quite enough
And I'll be goddamned
If I'm leaving here before the day I die
Oh Gods, This makes me feel so sick inside
And I still dare not to speak the truth
About the things I've tried to leave behind
Preparing for suicide
Into the void
What once was courage is now a curse
I have a clue how I'll write my Final Through
The airlock without a sound so gracefully
A humble man in front of the inevitable
And I'll be goddamned
If I'm leaving here before the day I die
Oh Gods, This makes me feel so sick inside
And I still dare not to speak the truth
About the things I've tried to leave behind
Preparing for suicide
Into the void
I cannot change the past
Nor look into the future
