I expected heaven But now I'm on TV No living god to judge my sins Just astonished stupidity Staring at me - staring at me I expected freedom I expected peace An exhibitionist whore On the 11th floor Come on, you'll get some more Just watch it 'til the end I was already dead Here come the slow motion Push me once again I expected freedom, I expected peace But now I want for a commercial break To find myself release 5 minutes of peace - 5 minutes of peace I expected heaven But I found reality An exhibitionist whore On the 11th floor Come on, you'll get some more Just watch it 'til the end I was already dead Here come the slow motion Push me once again Real blood - real tears Fucked up reality "Do you want to see me die?" I expected silence, a place without a sound Place your cameras all around To shoot my body down Shattered on the ground I expected silence But even death disappoints me now There is some blood to spill Push me off the windowsill To prove that looks can kill Watch it 'till the end This is reality Just what you want to see Your fun - your misery Push me once again