All for nothing. 
Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in. 
Fuck no! 
Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of 
hope.

My impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead. 
For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your 
confusion. 
I anticipated that when I came back you'd finally be 
mine. 
But every time, you disappointed me with distant silence.

I saw someone for whom I would have kept my pledge. 
La montagne russe que je suis n'est que le fruit de ton 
indécision. 
L'homme qui tenait à renaître est mort née. 
De ses cendres, la calamité jaillira pour te tourmenter. 
Je t'ai abandonné. 

All for nothing. 
Getting better was just an option I didn't believe in. 
Fuck no! 
Until you came and lured me with a blurred vision of 
hope, 
My impenetrable mind was practically to be declared dead. 
For so many months, I wandered in the cold abyss of your 
confusion.