Aye man look You know they say you always talking bout pain and shit Nigga pain made me I don't know bout the rest of em but They always show you the ups never the downs of this shit How much it cost how much you lost As a kid all I wanted was them M's And the way they made it seem it didn't look hard as it is I think God that I'm here They ain't talk about the lost and what it costed for real All the years that I lost with my kids They don't respect me as a dad to them I'm a rapper Look at me as Derez De'Shon don't even call me daddy Can't even blame em because most of they life I been absent yeah And it fuck me up sometimes thoughts goin through my mind Like why my daughter turn on me and pick the other side Goin through her phone seeing text that damn near made me cry She don't think I love her and deep down inside I wonder why When I been doing this for you the whole time I ain't want you to grow up like me or your momma She ain't have no daddy that's why I be there for you one hundred Aye they say time is money But what I learned you either got the time or got the money Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Tears rolling down my cheeks right now nigga you just like me I know if you was bigger than you would prolly try to fight me But one thing that you need to remember nigga I'm a titan I made you who you is so don't you ever get beside your self yeah Don't ever get it twisted nigga Gangsta shit in me nigga Where you think you get it nigga Only thing different with us I ain't choose this shit it chose me You tryna pick it nigga Look at how you living nigga You was raised different I made sure of that don't temp me nigga And don't get in your feelings and try to tell them folks I'm trippin neither When I get on your ass it's becuase I want you to be bigger than me Only two ways out this shit the casket or the penitentiary Sacrifices (and I was lucky I made it) I made I made I made I remember nights we hungry dinner time we got baloney And this shit did something to me turnt me to a transformer Fuck it turnt me to a monster no more mr. Nice guy duck being humble If you knew what it took to get this bread you'll probably crumble If you knew what it took to carry this load you'll probably fumble That's why I deal with all this karma I coulda went and worked McDonald's But instead I hit my number gambled my whole life away So you don't have these problems Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Sacrifices I made I made I made Aye I ain't no where near perfect But I'ma do my damn best to make sure y'all closer to perfect than I ever was in my whole life And that's til I die Daddy love you all y'all bad ass