Free as a bird when I say free I'ma stay that
Niggas tried to play me off the streets but naw I don't play that
Because when I play back the feds gone try to play back my music in court and state that
I'm a monster menace to society so I don't say nothing
Ain't no back and forth in the net I been back and forth on a jet
Goin back and forth getting a check I ain't going back to what I left
Moving toward whenever I step keep going until it's nothing left
I'ma keep goin until it's nothing left
So why u think when I'm outside you always see me by myself
Because I don't need no gang out guys to help me I'm gon' ride myself
You don't know how many nights I cried and the shit that I done felt
Looked up wasn't nobody it's just me I'm all by myself
I was afraid to go numb again and here I go being numb again
But I want be dumb again I put that on my momma them
I'm a hero to my son and them so what I look like fumbling
I hear the hate all in your breath these niggas mumbling
They hate I made it by myself they ain't even want me to win
But I wanted to win and I want it again
Like I wanted it then the only difference is my feelings gone with the wind
Derez De'Shon
Aye I took the pain and I turnt into diamonds
It use to rain on me but look how I'm shining
I use to blame everything I felt inside me
Then I thanked God because I'd be lost without it
I took them Al's like a lesson and it taught me knowledge
I been through hell but now I'm blessed and thank God I finally
Found me again
Found me again
Found me again
Stand on shit like a giant no matter what size shoe I put on
And I never switched sides no matter what side you stood on
For the first time in a while I seen my eyes and it's been so long
For the first time in my life I know I'm right and I been so wrong
My mind was so gone kept tryna hold on
Drugs wouldn't let me leave the shit shoulda let go
I had love and I had loyalty couldn't see that they was dead wrong
They ain't want to see me up they'll rather see me wit a head stone
I hear the hate all in your breath these niggas mumbling
They hate I made it by myself they ain't even want me to win
But I wanted to win and I want it again
Like I wanted it then the only difference is my feelings gone with the wind
Aye I took the pain and I turnt into diamonds
It use to rain on me but look how I'm shining
I use to blame everything I felt inside me
Then I thanked God because I'd be lost without it
I took them Al's like a lesson and it taught me knowledge
I been through hell but now I'm blessed and thank God I finally
Found me again
Found me again
Found me again
Found me again
Found me again
