Sometimes my own thoughts in my head be my downfall Y'all don't think about Derez 'til he around y'all And I'm fucked up on my dick and need a loan dog Can't even get a nigga to pick up my phone call But it's cool I ain't trippin How I owe a nigga who wasn't wit me in the trenches How I owe you, you wasn't starving with me in the kitchen Staring at the refrigerator hoping something in it But I'm knowing this bitch empty and my baby momma trippin You took advantage of my feelings and my situation Took the breathe right out my lungs now I need ventilation How you tell me that you love me but you sitting here hating Talking bout a nigga when you conversating or conversing But you'll never say that shit to me in person Remember I was healing niggas when I was hurting Heart broken I put stitches in it like I'm a surgeon And it's fucked cause I had love for niggas who wasn't worth it (at all) And I know nobody's perfect but that shit you did you did to me to hurt me Purposely dog Derez De'Shon Remember living house to house getting kicked out Now I walk around with houses on my wrist now Every since I bought a chain I been working like a slave I been working everyday ain't took no days off I just bought me and my bitch a bigger house I been in the studio sleeping on the couch I'm talking hard work no play I been working like a slave Working every fucking day ain't took no days off Aye why the fuck you hating so hard to tell the truth I wasn't even supposed to make it this far between me n you Having good conversations with God I bought a coupe Just to take it through the hood for the blogs Just give you pussy niggas something to talk about Boy you pussy you ain't even nothing to talk about Niggas tried to do me you ain't even want to talk about Well let's talk about it Sent then shots all thru my truck a nigga walked up out it (yeah yeah) Remember living house to house getting kicked out Now I walk around with houses on my wrist now Every since I bought a chain I been working like a slave I been working everyday ain't took no days off I just bought me and my bitch a bigger house I been in the studio sleeping on the couch I'm talking hard work no play I been working like a slave Working every fucking day ain't took no days off