(It's like nigga we was up everyday takin' fuckin' molly drinkin' smokin' weed bruh that shit took over us bad
Nigga ain't just talkin' when he rappin' y'all niggas just think every song he wanna write about it's just what he do it's all he know
Like niggas don't know fo' real y'all like it's fye yea, it's fye but if y'all was there
To see what the fuck we actually went thru y'all would be like damn)
Talkin' bout this pain I know I saved niggas
Ain't gone say no names I know I made niggas
All these fuckin' chains like a slave, nigga
I slaved didn't it
I was made different
Came from the bottom not the top so I played different
And that hate different
Hold up wait a minute
You the same nigga say I wouldn't make it say you didn't
You telling all lies
They didn't wanna let me in cause they knew one day I'd be him
I'm feeling' like MJ, my tongue out hangin' off the rim (pause)
Feeling the da goat, nigga
Remember I was broke, nigga
Down bad no hop, nigga
Asking' fo a short, nigga
Yea yea yea
Never goin' back
Knowing that's a fact
Thumbing thru these racks
Thinking bout my past
And how I use to travel with a trash bag carrying' everything a nigga had
Pain turned a nigga to a beast and I embraced it
Days ain't eat make me hungry I can taste it
Days I was weak I water to give up I couldn't take it
But I couldn't do it looking in my children faces, yea
Lookin' in my children fa ah ah faces, ah oh, Derez De'Shon
That pain hit different when you make it out
Sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' bout it (oh yea)
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
That pain hit different when you make it out
And sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' bout it
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
How I still deal with depression
All this money I've been blessed with
Really ain't even been stressing
My life close to perfection
Deep inside all this pain got a nigga addicted
DUI going crazy poppin' all this prescription
It's a very good feeling
Til I come down down down
That's when I get to trippin'
That when I get to gettin' in my feelings
That's when I get to missin'
All my dead homies dat suppose to be right here wit me
Don't judge me, no, don't judge me
Get high tryna find focus
Cuz I'm not then I'm fighting emotions
Yea, Derez De'Shon
That pain hit different when you make it out
Sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' bout it (oh yea)
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
That pain hit different when you make it out
And sometimes I still get in my feelings thinkin' bout it
Sometimes I still get in my feelings
