Ugh yeah yeah ugh ugh ugh ugh yeah
I been out here trying to fill a
Empty heart hoping that I heal up
I been taking all these drugs trying to feel numb
Then I drop to my knees like why me lord
Been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
Been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
I been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
Taking all these drugs just to feel something
Derez De'Shon
Hold up saying prayers before I pop these percs hoping they ain't fentanyl
Pour up devil working got me sipping heavy y'all
I prayed for this but I guess I just wasn't ready naw
I slaved for this shit like a dog I swear them chains cost me
What was it worth I lost my main bitch and my brother now I'm hurting
I lost day one niggas that was with me from the dirty
Made millions but this shit ain't making sense I need a perky
Right now
I been out here trying to fill a
Empty heart hoping that I heal up
I been taking all these drugs trying to feel numb
Then I drop to my knees like why me lord
Been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
Been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
I been hurt so many times wish I could feel numb
Taking all these drugs just to feel something
Derez De'Shon
