(Ricky Racks, I see you, yeah) Studio killa... Dazz Yeah, ya ya... Studio killa... (Yung Shad, you killed this track) Got so many problems, I can't hear myself think I ain't brush my teeth or bathe, I'm musty and my breath stink And I'm losin' gravity, don't know why I can't stand up straight Screamin' "fuck the world", emoji: 'I don't give a fuck' face Seein' is believin' what do you believe, ya Do you know the pain you feel when no one else believes ya Then they call you crazy, say you trippin' and you seein' stuff Give you medication thinkin' that the pain gon ease up Bruh, I done seen fish in the sky, I done seen birds in the sea, ya, ya I know the truth and the lie, I done fought angels and demons, ya I never had a good role model, so please do not follow my lead, ya Whenever I talk to my heavenly father, I drop to my knees, ya, ya, ya I've been hurt so much I'm startin' to hurt the ones I love, ya I've been lied to so many times, I don't know who to trust, ya Depression got me mixin' different drugs all in my cup Screamin' "fuck the world", emoji face: 'Don't give a fuck', ya Lately I been feelin' like "fuck it all" Beggin' my girl to forgive me for flaws Say she gon' leave me, but I hope she don't leave me tomorrow, ya I'm already crazy, don't know what I be if I lost her Do you believe in flyin' saucers Fairy tales, ghosts and monsters I feel like a alien from another planet Ain't no understandin' (ain't no understandin') I'm beggin' for help But it seem like I'm talkin' in Spanish (seem like I'm talkin' in Spanish) Abusin' all these drugs, know that my brain has been damaged (I know my brain is damaged) Pain I feel inside, get in the booth and explain it Got so many problems, I can't hear myself think I ain't brush my teeth or bathe, I'm musty and my breath stink And I'm losin' gravity, don't know why I can't stand up straight Screamin' "fuck the world", emoji: 'I don't give a fuck' face Seein' is believin' what do you believe, ya Do you know the pain you feel when no one else believes ya Then they call you crazy, say you trippin' and you seein' stuff Give you medication thinkin' that the pain gon ease up Bruh, I done seen fish in the sky, I done seen birds in the sea, ya, ya I know the truth and the lie, I done fought angels and demons, ya I never had a good role model, so please do not follow my lead, ya Whenever I talk to my heavenly father, I drop to my knees, ya, ya, ya The only thing that's fascinating to my eyes Is the sun is shining, moon and all the stars up in the sky, ya I'm seein' more than the average human eyes In the darkness where I live, Lord let me shine, ya I'd be lyin' if I say I never cried I'd be lyin' if I say I never tried I'd be lyin' if I say I never prayed I'd be lyin' if I say I never strayed In the trap house every night, every day Sleep on the sofa with the 9 and the K Found it hard to keep a smile on my face Mixed emotion from my heart and my brain I'm so mentally fucked up, I'm knee deep in depression Whenever I express love, I come off aggressive The doctor told me I'm crazy, momma said I'm special Suicidal thoughts, grippin' a 38 special