Yeah, it's like
I'm here, but I ain't here, lost
Its something in my drink, what did I pour?
Who that?
You know?
Derez De'Shon

When I woke up this morning (This morning), I prayed for guidance (I prayed for guidance)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone, I'm trying to find it (I'm trying to find it)
I can't see the future, demons got me blinded
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? Yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy (No privacy)
And every day is up and down, I stay on private jets (Yeah)
Been walking 'round like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah
Auto— Auto— Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here, on autopilot

I don't trust no one, no one, only trust myself, yeah
Big gun under my belt, uh
Playin' with me, that's like takin' your last breath
Down to my last shell
Remember I asked for help
Then did it all by my damn self, yep
Just like a man, yep
Plus I'm a dad, yep
I got a son and daughter, know I'll be damned, yep
They go without, 'cause niggas ain't playin' fair, yeah, yeah, yeah
What would it cost me?
Why would you cross me? (Why?)
How could you cross me?
When I gave you everything, allow me

Demons and angels fighting for my soul (For my soul)
This ain't no thought, this shit that I just know (I just know)
It's something in my drink, what did I pour? Yeah
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose, overdose

When I woke up this morning (This morning), I prayed for guidance (I prayed for guidance, yeah)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone, I'm trying to find it (Ooh)
I can't see the future, demons got me blinded (I'm blinded)
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? Yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy (Ain't no privacy)
And every day is up and down, I stay on private jets (On private jets)
Been walking 'round like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah (Autopilot, yeah)
Auto— Auto— Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here, on autopilot (Oh)
Autopilot (Oh, oh)
I'm right here, but I'm not here, on autopilot

Yeah, you can look at my face and tell I lost sleep, but I can't sleep (Can't sleep)
No food on my plate, I ain't been eating, plus I've been geeked (Grr)
Rent late and the lights been of about a week (A week)
Me and my bitch falling out, she talking like she leaving, yeah
Look at what I had and all I got left
I put my feelings in the bag, put my heart on the shelf
Still injured from the past, all these scars, all these welts
I gave you everything I had when all I had left was me

Demons and angels fighting for my soul (For my soul)
This ain't no thought, this shit that I just know
It's something in my drink, what did I pour? Yeah
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose

When I woke up this morning (This morning), I prayed for guidance (I prayed for guidance, yeah)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone, I'm trying to find it (Ooh)
I can't see the future, demons got me blinded (I'm blinded)
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? Yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy (Ain't no privacy)
And every day is up and down, I stay on private jets (On private jets)
Been walking 'round like a zombie, on autopilot, yeah (Autopilot, yeah)
Aut— Aut— Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here, on autopilot
Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here, on autopilot (Demons and angels fighting for my soul)

I'm talking 'bout, like (This ain't no thought, this shit that I just know)
Being all there in pain, like (It's something in my drink, what did I pour? Yeah)
You there, with your brain so nervous now
Lost (On so much dope, hope I don't overdose)