I laid with pigs and drank their swill • should have been the killer not the killed had me on my knees and fingers dug deep • knife against my throat • slowly drawn back • you watched me die • walked me to the altar of sacrifice • promised me forever after • it was all just a lie • when your vagina should have dripped with honey • it was just a chalice filled with my own blood and semen • you were witness to the fall • look at the monster I have become • fucking was an act of stigmatization • two languid souls of desperation • naked flesh • two haters entwined • eyes blind and hands bind • zero three one five • i am not the punisher • i am the punished and undone • lover of violence • this dance we dreamed • the shit i have had to eat • just me another lover • crawl up into you • to be with those pigs • if that was all you wanted • then • why restrain • why chain and detain • you could have let me taken my last breath • the noose tied • here comes the little death • enjoy this • these are my last words • i am that monster I have become • this is my hate for you in tongue • the serpent won’t forget you • life Taker • he can smell you dripping • your wet with being the faithless • whilst • i Kill myself • but I survive • you cannot have my future • whore • taker of my life
