where there once was a love and a beautiful dream • on my knees • bleeding • crippled and high on morphine • motherfucking amphetamine is taking me away from me • slave to tears • the grief and your never-ending melancholy • I am singing a tune of the devil • but really there was an angel • inside i was hiding • by getting high • all the fucking time • i was a poem to death • the funeral hearse was a horse drawn cart • and the horses are dying • and Satan sat at side mocking me • and whispered • your time is up • you belong to me my fucking demon • and he said unto me • and I fell • there was a horrible realization • i was and am • all alone • It was loathsome to be blinded • lost and all but forgotten • fucking you was no satisfaction • the mind was only open to escaping • it was putrefaction • you sacrificed and for fornication • you a perceived crown • made pure by deceit • legs opened • smell of lust and decomposing lovers • your wish to be with another • has fucked me
