You're always talking like you want it But I know you don't really want it Since the last time we talked, yeah You been really up on me If that's the only thing you want, girl Then I'ma show you what I'm on, girl But I'm just messing, I don't want her And it's funny 'cause I got her, no I been tryna get through to you, it's fine What you want with it, girl? I'm out my mind I been thinkin' 'bout the past like every night Want the drugs, want you, I wanna die And I'm lost in a world you don't know about I been goin' through it, yeah, and I just want help You don't see me anymore so don't talk now I been so far gone in places you ain't found I'm the one you don't want and I'm no fun I'm the ugly one, yeah, I'm your only one We don't talk like we used to, I guess that's fine I'm just thinking, just like every night I don't want You to be All upset Like you used to be And it's fine I don't want you to cry But I don't wanna be Unhappy I'm so stuck in the past right now (I'm ugly, unhappy) I been feelin' so trapped and so surrounded (I'm ugly, so unhappy) Out here on my own (I'm ugly, unhappy) I'm thinkin' I'm gon' lose control (I'm ugly, so unhappy) I'm so stuck in the past right now (I'm ugly, unhappy) I been feelin' so trapped and so surrounded (I'm ugly, so unhappy) Out here on my own (I'm ugly, unhappy) I'm thinkin' I'm gon' lose control (I'm ugly, so unhappy) I'm ugly, unhappy I'm ugly, so unhappy I'm ugly, unhappy I'm ugly, so unhappy