Now it's such a good night for the end of us Envious of God, I eat some shrooms so I can level up Depression's just my head tellin' me I need to step it up Never learn my lessons 'cause my life's just an event for us Never what they want, I don't stop for the kids that do it right Apocalypse in my vision and purple haze up in my sight [?] come crashin' down through the fuckin' night And all I see is smoke comin' out the flash in the light Cracks in the wall, never lost, always stayin' low Abandoning my soul for a coffin to call my home Trippin' in ways and flippin' my gaze to the shit that I ain't even know I'm a pimp, in my dreams when I fall asleep All that I see is a ghost mackin' on these hoes Two-faced, these bitches too late Maybe back in '95 Everybody grows like trees when they [?] those that die Shading in the lines of my mind as I'm going blind Never seen [?] creepin' from the darkness in my eyes Suicide Fuckin' suicide Drop dead, I drop It ain't ever gonna stop me, though Every time I come alive all I can see is drama, though Everybody wanna die unless they got some alcohol I gotta sell them drugs and make that money from the fuckin' shows Weed up in my pocket 'cause it's all I ever wanna do And make this fuckin' music Boy, you fake as shit, it's fuckin' true Ain't nobody like me, you step to me, I say "Who is you?" Fuck havin' a family, all I got with me is my fuckin' crew Bitch