I been thinkin' bout my life I don't know if I wanna try But would you look at the time? Too late, now it's time to die Will you cry when I'm gone? Never really had too much fun Am I your only one? Oh no, he's got a gun, oh no Should I kill myself or should I wait for you? 'Cause I don't wanna go 'Cause of what I've put you through I don't want you to have it Watch me choreograph this Complicated view on what I want to happen I'm a little crazy, and I got a habit Of overthinking shit that won't happen I'm by myself and I'm by the casket Life isn't worth filling up on the sadness