Everybody pushing me away
Wanna spit up in my face
Trying to put me in my place
I'm already in my grave
Gettin' away from the world
If it ain't so perfect
Everybody pushing me away
Throwing shit up in my face
Tryna put me in my place
I'm already in my grave
No it really isn't worth it
And I don't think I deserve this
They want me to be ashamed of myself
Bitch I'm on fire cremating myself
Found a new place I created myself
Everyone loved when I'm hating myself
I never found any grace in myself
Inner child rotting away at myself
Find me with nothing to say for myself
Thinking bout exterminating myself
Watch me decompose
Watch me become ghost
I'm a piece of shit but I'm still the goat
I fell asleep in the studio woke up on tour to shows selling out
Everyone spit on me shit on me
I'm in my coffin just counting up
