I wish that I could stay with you I'm dyin' havin' dreams of you You were a diamond in the rough Right when the times were gettin' tough I swear to fuckin' God ya saved my life I was about to give a blowjob to a double barrel Bloody up a knife But now at least I have one memory That doesn't make me suicidal Needles don't seem quite as present Alcohol ain't such a bother Cause now the only high I chase I'll only catch by gettin' back to you Bounced around from town to town Always settled to rebound Never found the time to realize what made me happy Suddenly I'm pushing 80 Heartstrings bent my heart is racing Just to crash into that abandoned dead end quarry But at least I felt something to call me lucky A light that shined so bright just to blind me Forever will I sing That I love you Love is just a breeze In the middle of a hurricane Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane Engaged to death got nothin' left But everything will be alright And I've been told before I fall in love too easy But life's too short to beat around the bush believe me How can ya blame me for knowin' what I want It's been forever since I let myself be vulnerable And it's terrifying 'cause the years of hatred took their toll Is it really fuckin' possible For once I have a chance to just be happy? I heard that broken record sing Between the lines of you and me Trapped beneath the discourse Of life's untold tragedies I gambled hands against my life Came up short too many times Awoke to find the ghost of who I was before Love and Hate, Sadness and Rage I've learned to find my own sunshine Through these cloudy fucked up times The gears are moving forward To a future calm with less disorder In this lonesome heart of mine Love is just a breeze In the middle of a hurricane Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane Engaged to death got nothin' left But everything will be alright When I'm eating pills on a piss stained mattress (Eating pills on a pissed stained mattress) Floating on an ocean of empty bottles of booze (Radio transmitter has turned to static) In a trashed out room hungover as fuck (I'm lying awake to a past I can't replace) And I've lost count of the days (And I've lost count of the days) When I'm at my lowest you're always there to pick me up You're the wind at my sails when I wanna give up (Staggered through) You've given me a peace of mind That once upon a time (A rough few months to a rough few years) I never thought I'd find until in silent acquiescence (A lonesome heart gets buried to grow something brand new) I did rest my eyes to die but now were together and so alive Love is just a breeze In the middle of a hurricane Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane Engaged to death got nothin' left But everything will be alright Love is just a breeze In the middle of a hurricane Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane Engaged to death got nothin' left But everything will be alright Everything gon' be okay!