I have memories Clouded by sorrow Of a time in life When blood ran though my veins But these walls keep closing Suffocating And now i'm trapped beneath The weight of my own loss In the company Of my misery I gasp for air Only to drown Again Unending waves of memories Life's only gife bestowed to me Regret Every moment marks A breaking of my heart And now i'm left alone With this ghost that i've become For years i've built This monument of pain I must find a way To never feel again