I'm where I want to be, don't make an enemy mad I wasn't listening, it's just a rule that I have You're turning into me, I'm making everything bad I want a family, and we're just standing around Uh Honey, I'm running to hold you now But I still let you down Honey, I'll hold you now But I still let you down You're feeling worse again, I'm gonna turn it around I'm up the wall again, your mind's spinnin' out I'm not trying to break it But I'm not gonna make this Uh Honey, I'm running to hold you now But I still let you down Honey, I'll hold you now But I still let you down Holding on Will only come at least it's not Your hold I let it go Holding on Will only come at least it's not Your hold I let it go Told myself No, I won't let you down Holding on Will only come at least it's not Your hold I let it go Holding on It's all on me Holding on It's all on me No, I won't let you down