I was never just an ordinary girl Who underwent a transformation I always thought I could see the stars And watch them grow in my hands But my mind was bigger than the world My choice was being born a girl When will I ever learn the truth Without the fiction without the friction without the fiction When it's the same as before I conquer nothing or all But my mind was bigger than the world My choice was being born a girl I like to watch So nothing can hurt me I understand When your patience deserts you I think I've loved But I'm not so sure Can someone tell me What I'm here for I was never just an ordinary girl Who underwent a transformation But my mind was bigger than the world My choice was being born a girl You deserted me Left me on the street To be what I would be You never gave me your time Made me feel dirty and unkind To feel the way I do about you Has numbed me to all that's beautiful To feel the way I feel about you Has made me wonder what I have to do To feel the way I do about you To feel the way I do about you