Dig a ditch Nail the tracks to the ground Blood, sweat, tears Disaster betrays the best side of me I swear to God I'm a trainwreck I'm just a catastrophe Simulate the eternal turmoil Recovering lost life from my Bitter broken skull Bleed the mouth of a war hound Choke up the sickness Sacrifice my own kin Bow to the putrid Betray the best side of me I swear to God I'm a trainwreck I'm just a catastrophe Inhale the screeching blaze I will never see light again I swear on my last breath Pushing down the pain Stuck in my old ways I can't do this all on my own Nothing changes now I'm struck in my old ways The one who missed out, last train home Hold my hand I'll hold my head up Hold my hand While my life derails Nothing changes now I'm always in the way Pushing down the pain Stuck in my old ways I can't do this all on my own Nothing changes now I'm struck in my old ways The one who missed out, last train home Hold my hand I'll hold my head up Hold my hand While my life derails I'll sweat out the blame one day Some day Hold my hand This anger buries itself deep within my soul I wrench, and I scream, but it won't ever let go I claw for my true self deep within the night The blackness grips at my throat and drags me out of sight Deafened quietly by the doom Drags me out of sight Blossom with life when death's in bloom Hold my hand