Anxiety inside of me, I'm starting to bust Friends turn foes so easily, I need someone to trust Can't you see I need room to breathe and space is a must? Everything I know to be crumbles to dust I can't stop this, it's beyond me I have tried, are you not listening? Reality and what's "real to me" is what I cannot separate Choosing one over the other is the reason why I'm late A window of opportunity smashed to bits and worthless to me Constant inconsistancy - my only consistancy I can't stop this, it's beyond me I have tried, are you not listening? Are you not listening? So much wisdom in pain, so many lessons in hurt You learn from a loss so I'll take on your worse Nothing can hit harder than my own regret So I live with what I've done and know that I can't forget Live with what I've done and know that I can't forget Live with what I've done... and know... that I can't forget