Blankly I embrace my withering
Unfolding essence my body splits in two
Embrace my withering
Unyielding in front of my lord
I close my eyes and chant the call of the noose
Unable to explain anything at all
Isolated being I sit alone in this hell
Caring for something that hates me
Stuck in a pool of loathing, degrade me
I look up to the stars at night and just hope that I can be content
But it never ends and I cannot change it
Beyond this realm
Of flesh and blood
The light awaits you
I hate everything you've ever fucking said to me
I want you dead
Stupid fucking bitch
And pull all out that is life
I will not return
To this world of darkness
In my dreams this is what's meant to be
I am not a man, just a fucking worthless shell
I decide my fate for eternity
In my dreams this is what's meant to be
Bodies stacked, perfection in my tomb
My sin will rule the earth and strip you to nothing but bone
I crave the marrow of the holy ones
I am beyond depraved of flowing blood
I long for the fucking taste of God
I am beyond deprived of flowing blood
Agony
Hate
Sadness
Remains forever
